You never know what your heart is going to want.
And that is something that I have had to come to terms with in my own life as I have tried to understand the terrible choices I have made in men.
When I look back at my dating history all I can do is shake my head, but sometimes I laugh, and sporadically I cry. All in all, I have made a lot of particularly bad decisions when it comes to my emotional life and loving feelings. Why would it be any odd when I was in the middle of changing jobs? A few years ago I decided that I was going to become the first man heating, cooling, and ventilation professional at my family’s Heating & Air Conditioning maintenance shop. It wasn’t a giant deal to attend the local trade university and get my certification as a heating, cooling, and air quality control specialist in about 2 years. After that I was guaranteed a position at the family Heating & Air Conditioning maintenance shop. If I ever wanted to transfer it would be simple to get a new heating and cooling professional task somewhere in the country because my skills were applicable to air conditioning units or forced air heating systems. However, when I got into the program I never could have expected that I would fall head over heels in the middle of an air conditioning equipment repair. My mentor turned out to be an seriously wise and knowledgeable human when it came to indoor air handling devices. Before I knew what was happening, I had developed a giant crush on my Heating & Air Conditioning maintenance mentor. It wasn’t long before I had flunked my Heating & Air Conditioning maintenance course because I was too distracted by my emotions for the heating and cooling instructor. The Heating & Air Conditioning failure was embarrassing enough… however the weirdest part is, he reminds me of my Mom.
