Sometimes I assume that other people are completely desperate to avoid spending time with themselves.
It seems like the point of existing has become trying our best to forget that we’re really here, making yearly decisions that build up to a full lifetime.
This is where people get way too involved with other human beings as a way to distract themselves from their own unhappiness – not to be too much of a downer here. I can tell you, it makes me seriously distraught to see people getting into relationships and staying in them simply for the sake of avoiding unpleasant truths! Personally, I’m not into relying on relationships. If I am being honest, the only reason that I miss having another human around is for the physical comfort. Especially this time of year, when the outdoor air temperature drops extremely, it gets truly windy, and you’re constantly at risk of a horrible blizzard. There’s nothing as comforting as crawling up next to a hot fireplace with your honey and snuggling until it feels hot and cozy. However, I don’t assume that this human warmth is enough of a reason for a relationship. That’s why I’m thrilled that I have a good heater in locale this year, so I miss the idea of a affectionate partner even less than usual. I bought myself a good little portable heating machine a few months ago, and I’m enthusiastic for the extra warmth and coziness that the tiny boiler will add to my life. I don’t have to worry about finding some hot arms to cuddle up in. I can just hold myself while I sit in front of this amazing little eclectic heating device! Sounds a lot easyr than the alternative.
