Sometimes I know that other people are completely desperate to avoid spending time with themselves.
- It seems like the point of existing has become trying our best to forget that we’re entirely here, making yearly decisions that build up to a full lifetime.
This is where people get way too involved with other human beings as a way to distract themselves from their own unhappiness – not to be too much of a downer here. I can tell you, it makes me harshly nervous to see people getting into relationships as well as staying in them simply for the sake of avoiding unpleasant truths, however personally, I’m not into relying on relationships. If I am being honest, the only reason that I miss having another human around is for the physical comfort. Especially this time of year, when the outdoor air temperature drops drastically, it gets actually windy, as well as you’re constantly at risk of a horrible blizzard. There’s nothing as comforting as crawling up next to a warm fireplace with your honey as well as snuggling until it feels warm as well as cozy. However, I don’t know that this human warmth is enough of a reason for a relationship. That’s why I’m cheerful that I have a good furnace in site this year, so I miss the idea of a romantic partner even less than usual. I bought myself a good little portable heating equipment a few months ago, as well as I’m gleeful for the extra warmth as well as coziness that the tiny furnace will add to my life. I don’t have to worry about finding some warm arms to cuddle up in. I can just hold myself while I sit in front of this amazing little eclectic heating device, then sounds a lot self-explanatoryr than the alternative.