Sometimes I know that other people are completely desperate to avoid spending time with themselves.
It seems like the point of existing has become trying our best to forget that we’re absolutely here, making yearly decisions that build up to a full lifetime.
This is where people get way too involved with other human beings as a way to distract themselves from their own unhappiness – not to be too much of a downer here. I can tell you, it makes me seriously sad to see people getting into relationships and staying in them simply for the sake of avoiding unpleasant truths, but personally, I’m not into relying on relationships. If I am being honest, the only reason that I miss having another human around is for the physical comfort. Especially this time of year, when the outdoor air temperature drops extremely, it gets genuinely windy, and you’re constantly at risk of a horrible blizzard. There’s nothing as comforting as crawling up next to a moderate fireplace with your honey and snuggling until it feels moderate and cozy. However, I don’t know that this human warmth is enough of a reason for a relationship. That’s why I’m blissful that I have a wonderful furnace in locale this year, so I miss the idea of a passionate partner even less than usual. I bought myself a wonderful little portable heating component a few months ago, and I’m gleeful for the extra warmth and coziness that the tiny boiler will add to my life. I don’t have to worry about finding some moderate arms to cuddle up in. I can just hold myself while I rest in front of this amazing little eclectic heating device, sounds a lot easyr than the alternative.
