This is Easter weekend & I feel a bit sad that I can’t spend it with my family.
I could move back apartment to the States but there is part of me that absolutely doesn’t want to run in the rat race anymore.
Life is just so busy & hectic where my family lives & I just don’t like residing that way anymore. You have to drive everywhere & I am absolutely fatigued of driving each day to visit friends or grab a few apples at the store. I can walk everywhere in this town overseas, as every local supplier is within a five minute walk of my flat. This town has about 25K people residing here & it is much more peaceful than life back home, the only downside is that I hardly see my family anymore. The local supplier I labor for back apartment has a ton of labor for me but then I will be back in that paper chase mode & just spinning my wheels & getting older. I play in a band here & love playing songs for people, but trying to do it back apartment is a lot more labor with all of the driving & stuff. If I want to buy a HEPA filter back apartment it takes me an hour to drive & shop & then drive back home, but here I can walk for two minutes & be at the local supplier that sells the Heating & Air Conditioning equipment & be apartment two minutes later. There is just a lot more wasted time & energy spent back apartment in the States.
